i bet you people think that you know most about me. im not going to go into details but i bet you do. but what you didnt know is that sinse september i have been bulimic. if you dont know what that means, google it. anyways, it sucked and then this morning i got up and i looked at my wall filled with pictures of stick skinny girls that looked like they could way 20 lbs. then i looked at myself and i am most deffinetly NOT stick skinny, but then i suddenly relized that i WAS beautiful anyways. i figured out that what i was doing to myself was so stupid and i didnt even NEED to do that. i was fine just the way i am. and all of the models were just girls that stood infront of a camera, lights, and crazy amount if makeup. they didnt know the real deffinition of beauty, only the fake one. they thought that skinny is the center of the world and thats what every person wants. well, i dont want that anymore. i just want to be ME and to be healthy. i can proudly say that I SURVIVED BULIMIA!!! and we need more booty on the runway!! im sooo happy! :) :) :)
HAVE THE BEST WEEK EVER!
xoxo,
CESI!!!!

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hey wuts up??? how u been????
Luis.Ghave u guys started skool yet?
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